... just to love, and be loved in return :)
My life has been short but I have already learned quite a bit about love... Not just through personal experience, but more through seeing others I know love. Some love and lose, some lose someone they might have loved and luckily some love each other forever. I think about that one or many loves constantly, always hoping I don't miss my chance. My fear of never finding that love has made me create an unattainable goal in my head: you’ll find the perfect girl, you will find the perfect relationship and you will get the perfect life. That whole scenario is what I've been dreaming about.
I have never been blessed with the true feeling of love. I've always felt like an outcast in that way. Placed beside the world of loving individuals. Like it's not meant for me. You see, I'm a dreamer, and in my dreams I'm head over hills in love and it's mutual. Unfortunately, this makes me an observer.
I observe everything and everyone around me, and the importance of my own actions fails. It's like I'm trapped inside my brain and completely unable to... do life. I think I'm in love with the thought of being in love, how cliché it may sound. And I don't want to wait forever. Maybe I'm just gonna have to accept it. Maybe there is this insignificant number of all the billion people on earth, who just aren't supposed to fall in love...
But I have realized… That kind of perfectness does not exist in a person. It exists in a connection, in a relationship. That is what love is. Love is that person who isn't necessarily perfect, but it perfect for you. To love is to know for sure that the world wouldn’t be right without her.They say real love comes when you aren't searching for it. I used to think that it was absurd to say that because most everyone is searching for love; and many DO find it. But of all those people I know, who I've watched love, though it may not have lasted forever, I've realized one thing. They all loved. There isn't a person I know who could end their life saying they haven't loved. The moment I realized that was the moment I stopped searching. I stopped searching for that perfect girl, for that perfect relationship, for that perfect life.I've never been in love. But I am waiting for it. No longer searching… Waiting, because I know it will come.
But i won't wait too much. Nothing comes from nowhere. I gotta' start from at least a simple "hi":) because in the end, we'll only regret the chances we didn't take, the relationships we were afraid to have, and the decisions we waited and halted too long to make...
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